One Way Or Another.

"I wanna hold you,

wanna hold you tight.

Yeah, teenage kicks

right through the night."

-One Direction.

As the packing finally is finished and the pure joy commences over the fact that I'M ON SPRING BREAK, my roommate and I will be starting the dance parties for the night. In about 12 hours, we'll be boarding a plane out west and I could not be more excited for warm sunshine and some good family time. 

In the meantime, my favorite group of boys made a song for charity recently. I know it's been out for over a week now, but the music video just makes me smile. It's so them and I wish more artists did videos like them. It's all candid and stupid in the best way possible. Plus, all of the proceeds go to the charity for Comic Relief, a British charity that helps out the less fortunate in many countries.

So let me enjoy the last night stuck in the Nashville bubble by stuffing my suitcase full of outfits and singing loudly to some Justin Timberlake. I hope you have as much fun watching (and donating, if you live in the UK) One Direction doing their thing.

Heart Attack.

"But you make me wanna act like a girl.

Paint my nails and wear high heels.

Yes, you make me so nervous

that I just can't hold your hand."

-Demi Lovato.

Packing on packing on packing. That is what my next 24 hours looks like. As excited as I am to be home at this point, I hate the baggage that comes with it. Pun intended.

While I pack, I always have to blare music in order for time to pass without becoming completely bored. Thanks to my girl, Demi, I now have a new jam. This song of hers was not my favorite at first, I'm not going to lie. But it's grown on me like gasoline to a match. Today as I was filling my carry-on with shoes and scarves, I found myself wanting to dance around the room like a diva. (Luckily, my roommate was not in town for this momentous occasion.) 

I'm stoked to hear her new album after loving this song. Demi is just one of those people I have always looked up to and will continue to admire for years to come. She's got the personality of a crazy kid and the talent like I've never heard for someone her age. 

Get it, girl.

Can't Be Tamed.

"I'm like a puzzle,

but all of my pieces are jagged.

If you can understand this,

we can make some magic."

-Miley Cyrus.

Different than many other award shows, the Oscars is known for its after parties. The after parties are known for dress changes, which means more fashion to be looked upon and analyzed by the masses. While sometimes the actresses' dresses are prettier once they change, it is so much fun to what else they have up their sleeve in the same night. I have been checking out the competition and I have to say, I am quite impressed with the choices this year. Here are some of my favorites:

Lily Collins looks absolutely stunning in this lace-meets-sparkles navy blue gown by Zuhair Murad.

I don't know what it is, but I'm obsessed with this black and white mini by Giambattista Valli on Diane Kruger.

I'm a sucker for black and white, obviously. Nina Dobrev looking gorgeous in a Naeem Khan dress.

Kate Beckinsale always looks so pretty no matter what. This fun Monique Lhuillier tea length gown is all parts glam and sparkle. Love it.

Miss Selena Gomez looking always classy in this cream Atelier Versace gown.

What a great season full of fashion hits and flops. I'm so excited for the next season to come around. Or at least, another awards show...

Don't Kill My Vibe.

"I am a sinner

Who's probably gonna sin again.

Lord forgive me.

Lord forgive me.

Things I don't understand."

-Kendrick Lamar.

You can probably guess where this one is going. What else do you follow up a best dressed list with...? Now, time to call out some fashion tries gone wrong.

Worst Dressed

Sorry to break it to you, Anne Hathaway. But these "nipples" on your Prada dress just do not look good at all.

Melissa McCarthy, you need a dress with some kind of a shape! This David Meister gown does not do you any justice.

This Versace number is a little too bright for my taste on Jane Fonda. Good shape, wrong color.

What were you thinking, Brandi Glenville? Get a bigger size to fit your chest and then, we'll talk about this dress.

I Knew You Were Trouble.

"I guess you didn't care.

And I guess I liked that.

And when I fell hard,

you took a step back."

-Taylor Swift.

The awards season has officially come to a close. The Oscars is the best for last and by far, the biggest event in terms of red carpet fashion. Tonight, as we draw the season to an end, the stars went out with a bang. Let's take a second to recognize the best of the night.

Best Dressed

Hot date and gorgeous dress? Stacy Keibler conquers the carpet in a Naeem Khan metallic number.

My jaw literally dropped when I saw Naomi Watts come down the red carpet. Stunning and shimmery in an Armani Prive dress.

White hot Charlize Theron looks like peplum perfection in the Christian Dior Couture gown.

Praise you, Amanda Seyfried. Always looking completely classy and elegant. This Alexander McQueen dress is beyond beautiful.

The Les Mis cast is just magical in all different ways. Samantha Barks is beyond sexy in this black lowcut Valentino dress. Obsessed.

Amy Adams always looks like a pretty princess. This Oscar de la Renta gown is poofy in all the right places.

On another note...
I found this hilarious video. Sorry to take things to a not so classy point. But this video is too hilarious not to share.

Call Your Girlfriend.

"You tell her that the only way

her heart will mend

is when she learns

to love again."

-Robyn.

Today was full of wonderous excitement and joy. Ah, I can't get over how great today was. For the simplest of reasons, I cannot stop smiling.

First off, I have 6 more days until I'm home. 6 more days until vacationing under some California sunshine. 6 days until I see my best friends and my family.

Next, Stef and I took a chance and went to a new Italian place for dinner. Cappuccino gelato is my new love. Literally so so good. I mean, I already have a deep love affair for the sweetness that is gelato but the coffee bitterness was the perfect blend. Loving it too much.

Then, our school had a huge basketball game tonight. And when I say huge, I mean like...we were on TV. That NEVER happens ever. You see, my school is more known for music and not sports. So to be able to say we played a sport on national television is a huge feat in our books. Best part? We won and so many people were there screaming the fight song and singing to "Happy Together". Makes me love sport games 100x more than ever.

Highlight? I MET LENNON AND MAISY. For those of you who have no idea who I'm talking about, they play the little girls on Nashville. And oh my goodness are they so stinking cute. I'm their number one fangirl and I'm still freaking out over the fact that Lennon shook my hand and Maisy was glad to meet us. They seriously are the greatest kids ever.

If all the days are like today, 6 won't make a difference whatsoever. I can do this. 

Also, here are my two favorite sisters doing their thing. If you like this, please check them out on Youtube. They don't ever disappoint.

GNO.

"Send out a 911.
We're gonna have some fun.
Hey boy, you know
You better run."

-Miley Cyrus.

Last night was one of the greatest girls nights I had in a while. My NHL game virginity has now been taken from me and I am forever grateful. From a barely dead catfish being thrown onto the ice (please don't ask me who brings a dead catfish to the game. I have no clue...) to the most awkward kiss cam ever, NHL is probably my new favorite way to spend a Friday night. Along with grilled chicken and bacon pizza and dancing around, how could you go wrong?

This is Soulshine Pizza. It's new in Nashville, but oh so worth it. I love me some super thick crust, greasy pizza.

These girls are just simply great. Perfect group to see my first official hockey game.

Moments like these agonize me. Literally I'm pretty sure I was biting my fist at this point...

The Preds were so good (despite the loss). Pretty sure Lauryn convinced me that Pekka is the best goalie ever.

Love the ice. Love the game. Love the atmosphere. Welcome to Smashville.

Some Nights.

"Well some nights,

I wish that this all would end.

Cause I could use some friends

for a change."

-Fun.

Never have I ever been so frozen to the bone in my entire life. Camping in a tent in no warmer than 30 degree weather is absolute torture. Only thing to make it better?

Well, let's see. 

For the past 28 hours, I sat around with a group of 8 people who I can now consider some of the greatest friends in the world. Not like I ever doubted these people, but when you spoon in a small tent together, you have to learn to love one another. Through Scattergories and deep questions to sleep talking about Beyonce and the Dream Team cornhole competition, I must say 28 hours have never been so eventful in the best ways possible. And besides, I got to try Chick-Fil-A for the first time EVER. Bottom line? IT'S SO WORTH IT. 

Documentation was few but fair. But no matter what I will never forget my first First 100 event for Chick-Fil-A. It definitely won't be my last.

I mean, hey now, we got a year's free worth of meals. So beyond worth it.

Sweet Nothing.

"And it's not enough

to tell me that you care.

When we both know

the words are empty air."

-Calvin Harris & Florence Welch.

Time for me to go to bed. 

Sorry for the blunt post, but I'll be getting up in about 5 hours to stay up for about 43 straight ones. All for a free year of Chick-Fil-A. God let this be completely worth it.

In absence of tomorrow's post, documentation of this crazy road trip will hopefully suffice on Thursday. As for now, I'm hitting the hay. Lord knows I'll need it.

Hopefully, tomorrow will be filled with laughter, Diet Coke and lots of free food. I'm going to need it. BAD.

La La Land.

"I'm not a supermodel.

I still eat McDonald's.

Baby, that's just me."

-Demi Lovato.

Life revelation of the day occurred whilst I was walking on incline at the gym. Demi Lovato came through my earphones and it made me think of the good ol' days when I would sing her music at the top of my lungs. Although I am and will forever be a huge Demi fan, it had been a while since I had taken a listen to her stuff.

Demi has been one of my heroes in the industry ever since she made a name for herself. Her music was well written and she wasn't afraid of being that edgy punk girl wearing all black despite being a so-called "Disney darling". She was just cool and even through her darkest moments, I was beyond proud to say I loved who she was and what she stood for.

This song represents basically who I am and who I've been. It makes me realize that when this song came out, I used to believe it was written about me. When I heard it today, that message rang truer than ever. 

Why's that?

First off, McDonald's is literally my guilty pleasure. Any chance to have a 4-piece McNugget Happy Meal, I'm there.

My Converse are my babies. I have 7 pairs in all different colors and I love all completely. My green ones have held priority in my heart since I got them in 7th grade. I wear them to everything: dances, sports events, graduations. I even plan to wear those and my white ones for my wedding. So, yes, I wear Converse with my dresses.

I'm pretty independent when it comes to relationships. Like anyone, it would be nice to have a boyfriend. But in reality, I DON'T CARE. I'm perfectly happy where I'm at and I have the best friends a girl could ask for. We even have tons of dance parties in my dorm room or go grab lunch to talk for hours.

As you can (hopefully) tell, I may look confident but I mostly am shy. I'm not all up in people's faces and I am relatively reserved. So yeah, I have my moments. 

Demi Lovato will always be one of my queens and I love her for this song. My anthem for the rest of my life. I won't change for the rest of my life. I'm staying myself tonight.

Hurricane.

"And the memories are rising fast.

It's seeping in through every crack.

Oh, funny how it all comes back.

When you're trying to forget it."

-Parachute.

New music from my favorite artists makes my heart smile. Nothing is as refreshing as unheard of lyrics from someone you adore and fangirl over. Parachute is my all-time favorite band and as much as I love their last album, I'm ready to be taken away by some new stuff. Today was my lucky day.

This song had never been played before this show. The moment I pressed play, I literally felt my heart stop. That's when you know something good is on the rise. I'll let the video do the rest of the talking. 

Oh, and Will Anderson, you're an angel.

A Cause Des Garcons.

"C'est la faut des ma

des magazines

Les Maries, Les Claires,

Les Marie-Claire."

-Yelle.

As New York Fashion Week has come to a close, they move across the pond to even bigger and brighter runways. While I have been adequately entertained by the fall predictions, there have been some stunners above all the rest. Here are some of my top picks for the fall of 2013:

Marchesa is my all-time favorite red carpet designer hands down. Their romantic princess vibe always wins in my book. This gown is perfect parts flowy and floral. Simple yet gorgeous.

It was all about pajamas and mink stoles for Marc Jacobs this season. I'm obsessed with this coat (mainly for the collar) and I love when designers show a lot of leg. Another shoutout for Jacobs by having hot pants on the runway. Sheer genius.

Black on black on black with a twist of velvet and military. Ralph Lauren put a classic twist on all of these things. Although I lusted after the thick sweaters and floor length gowns, I am a sucker for stripes and a paperboy cap. Traditional as usual.

Do you notice the trend of black yet? Ah, Jason Wu. How your sweet style makes my heart so happy. This outfit is absolutely adorable yet trendy in the best ways possible.

Props to Jill Stuart for this edgy yet girly number. The gold applique flowers make this dress  sweet and the black straps add a level of sexy. Love love love.

Calvin Klein is always so, so chic and classic. Perfect for a day at the office or just a walk in the park.

Leather+peplum+black=my dream outfit. Bow down to you, Michael Kors.

I don't know what it is about this Tory Burch look. I just adore it so. And who doesn't love the hottest model of the moment, Cara Delevingne? I want to be you when I grow up.

Again, Jason Wu just has a way with being feminine. Love the collar. Love the pleats. Love the all white. To top it off? Black always wins in my book.

Can't wait to see what London has in store...

You're The One That I Want.

"You better shape up.

Cause I need a man.

And my heart is set on you."

-Grease.

After tonight's movie night, I'm pretty positive Grease is one of the greatest movies ever made. I've always loved it, but I see it now in a different light than ever before. I mean, it's about high school. Now that I'm not there, it makes a world of difference. 

For the .0001% who don't know, Grease is based off a romance during senior year of high school. If you don't know the rest, go rent it or watch it on Netflix. You won't be disappointed. Anyways, as a college kid now, it made me want to relive senior year in full. My senior year was absolutely amazing; my classes were easy, my friends were amazing and the memories will stay strong forever in my mind. Grease made me realize that, although my class of 2012 was not as cool as Danny and Sandy, we were like all of the characters in our own ways. (If I do say so myself, I would consider myself a Rizzo, thank you very much.) 

Last year, every single one of us in my graduating class were connected. Somehow, someway. I mean, I was a floater in high school. I never had a core set of friends because I constantly went from one clique to the next. And yet, every single group was nice to each other with no drama whatsoever. Within one passing period, I would talk to the basketball boys and the AP students and the choir girls. Everyone literally knew everyone and it made us bond in a way that most classes don't.

Come graduation day, we didn't have a carnival (sadly). But as we prepared to walk down the aisle to our commencement seats, it was surreal standing around with 500 people, some of which were my closest confidantes or considered family members to me. We were all laughing and reminiscing and crying because in our minds, we were always going to be connected even if it meant we weren't speed racing out of the senior lot or getting to class late in the 600 block. 

Grease makes me miss high school in the best way possible. It makes me want to go back and do it all over for old time's sake. Because we all knew a Kenickie or Frenchie in high school. And those were the people and the memories we all thrive off of, one time or another.

Oh, and also, I am in dire need for Sandy's last outfit from the carnival. DREAM OUTFIT.

Lost Without You.

"You wanna roll with me.
You wanna hold with me.
You wanna stay warm
and get out of the cold with me."

-Robin Thicke.

Oh, Valentine's Day. The one day a year to tell everyone you....

Wait. You should tell people you love them every single day. Overuse the phrase. It's okay if you mean it. But, really, people. Do we need a certain DAY to say the things we feel at all times? I feel as if (and this could just be the single girl in me talking) you should be doing these grand gestures all the time, not just on one occasion. For me, I typically love writing my friends notes or baking them treats. But it's not like I choose to do these thoughtful things once a year. It's just another excuse that makes valid sense on why I freely pass out cookies to the ones I care about.

In all seriousness, though, everyone needs a Valentine's playlist of music. Here are my top songs to get through this day of love (AND LOTS OF CANDY).

My Girl Tonight-Jon McLaughlin
-This song just...it's great.

Until You-Dave Barnes
-This was the first by Dave Barnes that I heard. Despite the fact that it's not his best song, it's amazingly sweet.

Wake Me Up-Ed Sheeran
-I would marry someone if they sang this song to me. Literally.

Stolen-Dashboard Confessional
-Reminds me of summer love. Dashboard gets it so right with these simple words.

I Believe In A Thing Called Love-The Darkness
-Can I get a shoutout for the greatest falsetto (besides a-ha)?

Just In Love-Joe Jonas
-Maybe I'm a biased Jonas Brothers fan. But this music video is my dream love affair. 

Somebody Like You-Keith Urban
-Ah, Keith. This song is just classic.

Young, Dumb and In Love-Mat Kearney
-The hippie comes out in me when I hear this song. Commence the mindless dancing around my room.

Run-Matt Nathanson ft. Sugarland
-I cannot begin to tell you how sexy this song is. No words.

I Will Not Take My Love Away-Matt Wertz
-First dance wedding song status. Breathless when I hear this acoustic number.

Everything-Michael Buble
-You can never go wrong with the all-mighty Michael Buble.

Collide-Howie Day
-This song makes me think of the dance from So You Think You Can Dance. Now, that's real love.

I Need You-Tim McGraw
-Even though I've explained my love of this song, there is nothing more passionate than this.

So Close-Jon McLaughlin
-King of romance songs, in my eyes. This song makes me want to dance around in a princess dress and be all magical. It's great.

Matthew 6:21

"For where your treasure is,

there will your heart be also."

-Matthew 6:21

Ash Wednesday has never been a big deal in my house. We acknowledge the fact that people do participate in its annual prayers, but Lent was more about Filet O'Fish Fridays at McDonalds than the sacrifices for Christ.

Now, I'm not going to go all Jesus up in here. But today, I attended my first ever Ash Wednesday church service. Let me tell you: It was refreshingly uplifting and made me feel as if I was beginning my journey to purity. As I stated, I am giving up the all mighty show, Gossip Girl, in order to represent the sacrifices given to all mankind by Christ. Although a struggle may be upon me, I'm willing to take that into account so I can grow deeper in my faith. And I don't just mean spiritual/religious faith.

Lent is a time that could, quite possibly, reflect a cleansing period for many. While my eagerness toward many occasions (16 more days!) may be taking over my every thought, I must begin to open my eyes to the live I have been so graciously given. I have a million opportunities at my footstep and yet, I yearn toward the unnecessary tolls of life. I want to take these next 40 days as an appreciation for what I have been given: my wonderful family, my loving friends, my inspirational role models, and even the little things that make me smile from time to time. (i.e., country music, warm sunshine, graphic jokes and Diet Coke)

No matter what religion you are or what you believe, we are all people. We must celebrate the idea that we are living these amazing lives and telling our own stories page by page. Every one of us does count and we can make a difference in our lives, whether it be creating a charity or being a best friend. Lent may not be up your alley, but I ask you to look at the next 40 days as a new adventure to embark upon. 

And don't forget: Every Friday is Filet O'Fish Friday. McDonalds is one of my many keys to happiness. Take advantage while it's here. 

Chasing Echoes.

"I can hear the music 

playing in my head.

It echoes.

All the sound's pacing."

-The Lonely Biscuits.

Irritability has gotten the best of me over the past couple of days. I can't seem to put my finger on it, but my thoughts keep running with the idea that I don't like people and I don't like school. Although these may be true at times, I have no idea why it's playing like a song on repeat in my mind. I guess I'm just on the road to burnout and I know there is an end in sight.

Luckily, today is Tuesday. As dumb as it sounds, that gives me a touch of hope. Wednesday is the middle and it allows me to breathe a little bit. Thursday is not just any other Thursday; it's...well, Valentine's Day. But more importantly, Katy's turning 19. WHAT. (My friends are so old compared to me. Oh well. Forever young!) Then, we get to Friday. And really? What's better than that day alone! 

I need to just shake the stress off and have good vibes. That's my motto anyways. Good vibes lead to good times. Truth spoken in jest. 

Side note: Tomorrow is Ash Wednesday. Otherwise known as the first day of Lent and the first day of giving up stuff. I just so happen to be giving up 40 days of Gossip Girl. HOW WILL I LIVE. But in all seriousness, what are you giving up? Candy? Soda? Social media? It's such a great time and opportunity to grow in faith and in yourself. Lent is a time to restore hope for yourself and I plan to (for the first time) take full advantage of it.

So, goodbye, Chuck Bass. I'll see you in 40 days. I love you.

(Here's some memes just to keep my love of GG satisfied.)

Locked Out Of Heaven.

"Never has much faith 

in love or miracles.

Never wanna put my heart

on the line."

-Bruno Mars.

As I promised from yesterday, let me introduce the worst dressed of the Grammy Awards Sunday night.

Worst Dressed

I love you, J.Lo. I really do. And this look could have been best dressed. But the topknot was too tight and that slit needs to be down about 2 inches. Nice try, but no cigar in this black Anthony Vaccarello gown.

Depressing mermaid alert coming from Carly Rae Jepsen. This charcoal gray Roberto Cavalli dress just doesn't cut it with her skin tone or the whole blunt bangs look.

No, just no. Ashanti got it all wrong in this black and floral gown. I can't even...

Your date may be hot, but this mint seafoam green dress by Gucci is not the right "fit" for Katy Perry.

Kimbra, you are trying WAY too hard in this tulle and sparkle number. I'm going to give this a double thumbs down.